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June 15th, 2009 // 1:36am] |
Someone told me I kinda look like Penelope Cruz. I usually never get people telling me I look like someone... I forgot the ones that I've gotten before since they are so few and far between. The guy told me I look like Penelope said one time a woman followed him off a BART to ask him if he was Bobby Lee XDDD; poor Asian-Americans.
Who do people say you look like?
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May 31st, 2009 // 12:22am] |
i keep coming here wanting to update but then i dont, because my life is just pretty lame and i realize i dont have anything to say.
ive been cramingish for my industrial econ midterm... i put off studying because it's hard/i don't like it/i'm lazy/the library is too hot/it's boring/oh look tv is on etc etc but i studied a bit today... i still want to read 2 or three more chapters today but it takes me hours to read a chapter and i don't know how good my retention is anyway...honestly sometimes i get irrationally pissed because i feel like im one of the only students taking hard classes and everyone else is lame. well everyone else is lame anyway, i just have to come up with more arbitrary reasons to dislike them i suppose
my life has been so dreary recently... interesting things in my life: i volunteered in the tokyo pride festival for independent study field work/addicted to john entwistle and lady gaga/downloading the big lebowski/on a diet again... that's it. only one of those is actually legit interesting too. the list of shit things in my life would be longer but i don't think anyone wants to know or cares
i want to go shopping/clubbing... i want to go clubbing this weekend maybe, i haven't been in so long and it's usually a positive thing for me to do although it's so tiring to be out all night. i just want to get out of my room and live a normal life again
somebody entertain me
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| housing hell |
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May 9th, 2009 // 7:33pm] |
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ugh. i am having a bitch of a time finding a place to live next year. I just answered 12 ads, so hopefully i'll have some responses by tomorrow... it's gettin harder and harder to find places that are walking distance to campus but that is really important to me and i just dont fucking know what i'm going to do. i hope i can find a decent fucking place so i wont be fucking homeless
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March 5th, 2009 // 9:36pm] |
Well I'm off to Australia tomorrow!
I'm nervous but obviously excited as well, and I hope I can learn a lot about OZ while I'm there!
See you in a month!
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December 24th, 2008 // 11:49pm] |
im sick again... i feel okay when im lying in bed with my electric blanket but going outside kinda killed me. right now my throat still fucking hurts though.
i went out all day yesterday with my friend even though i was sick... i really wanted to see the illuminations. it was worth it, but i had to skip all my classes today because i wasn't up to go to them...
...so i've been in bed pretty much all day, watching tv and movies. at least i got to watch some really amazing shit. i finally finished paranoid park, which would have been better if it didnt take me three days to watch it. i think i've been through all the late period van sant i want to see though, which is sad, because watching his stuff is so relaxing. i then watched memento, which was awesome. i thought it was going to be a lot more violent than it actually was, so i was pleasantly surprised by that. it was really clever and the ending was crazy. but the best thing i watched today was the fall, which came out earlier this year. it's stunningly beautiful and extremely dark and emotional. lee pace also looks super fucking hot in it. he doesn't look very hot on pushing daisies (which i just started) but he was way hotter in this movie. hmm. he looks too emaciated on pushing daisies. my korean friend here loves that show and she thinks lee pace is hot too, haha.
oh my fucking god it's midnight and i've been up since 8:30am... dont think i can sleep though, i'm still in pain and i had a lot of caffeine... i really hate sleeping when i'm sick... well i kind of hate sleeping no matter what but its even worse when i'm sick... it's just like feverish pain... i think i'll stay up and just be like whatever...
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December 21st, 2008 // 9:47pm] |
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| weird overactive subconscious |
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Sunday
November 23rd, 2008 // 5:43pm] |
I had way too many dreams last night.
In the first one, I was in some office, and someone in the building had plans to kill some people in my office. I found a note detailing his plan as proof, but one of the guys in my office wouldn't listen to me. Two ladies working there believed me though and looked at the note, and we wanted to find a way out of the office without getting killed. Then my dad came and I felt relieved because I thought he could stop them from killing me.
Then my dream changed.
Now, out and about, and for some reason, met OBAMA. Yeah. And so I told him my theory of how he is more of a celebrity than a politician, and people care less about what he says than the way he says it. He didn't seem to appreciate my theory. I then wanted to tell him about the problems in America he needs to fix, and I can't remember the first one I said but the second one was about the wage gap between males and females. I went on and on about how women only receive 70% of what men make, and when I asked Obama if he would fix it, he didn't really care and he brushed it off. I felt really upset and I think I was crying in the dream XD;; I guess this labor economics stuff is really getting to me. Then...
The third dream I was in a competition very similar to the CW show "Stylista," which I watched a ton of yesterday. We were in an impossibly large craft store and I don't really remember anything beyond that.
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Tuesday
November 18th, 2008 // 7:54pm] |
life sucks.
i wouldn't be surprised to fail my classes.
but i have betty page bangs and electrified hair
and i feel pretty
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| LA on fire |
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Sunday
November 16th, 2008 // 8:46pm] |
I was just listening to Under the Bridge; such a beautiful song, and it reminds me that I love and miss LA, that undefinable entity.
Maybe that's why I'm fucking pissed about these annual fucking fires, and this year it sounds like it's worse than ever. I know it never reaches the areas I haunt, but it affects many people I know and care about.
Every year we get these fucking fires, and yet we don't ever clear out all the dry brush from the woodsy areas, and we continue to build in areas dangerously close to the fires. I mean, I can't say I know everything there is to know about these fires and the causes, but I know it's bullshit that we continue to let them happen like this. If I were still in LA, I would really like to do something, like petition for a law to allow people to remove the dead, dry brush that inevitably catches on fire. I don't know. What can we do? The answer is not nothing.
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| zombie zombie |
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November 9th, 2008 // 4:03am] |
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I have 900 fucking posts in this thing.
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| wait, weight |
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Thursday
November 6th, 2008 // 3:00pm] |
In the library right now, supposed to be getting work done but writing this instead.
I think I've lost 2 kilos since Octoberish. Sounds preposterous but that's what the shower room scale said. My friend told me my face looked thinner, but I didn't believe him until I just saw myself in the elevator mirror. My cheeks look more sunken in, which, combined with the pale skin and dark circles under my eyes, officially makes me some vampire/zombie/creature. Hmm. I don't know how to feel about this.
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October 29th, 2008 // 7:38pm] |
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can't wait for the weekend~ which starts tonight XD
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October 28th, 2008 // 6:30pm] |
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gabriel byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyrne
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Monday
September 29th, 2008 // 9:18pm] |
Umm... I move in a couple days. Kinda packing right now.
I've been feeling depressed the past few days which is not good... I have faint ideas of why, but then again it's common for me to get depressed at times anyway.
I watched a movie called Repo Man today and enjoyed it; nothing groundbreaking but it definitely has that 80s cult appeal. It's largely set in Downtown LA which got me thinking about home... Remembering driving around with my dad/me getting lost downtown and him coming to steer me in the right direction may or may not have made me miss him a little. I've never seen such an empty Downtown before though.
Sigh.
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| 109 |
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Wednesday
September 17th, 2008 // 1:45am] |
I finally went to Shibuya 109 yesterday, a giant freaking shopping mall where the gals and schoolgirls go. Outside of the building, they were filming something, and when I peered my head to see what it was, Ameagari Kesshitai were sitting right there! I could only look for a second, but that was really cool. Miyasako is showing his age... I saw the thing on TV today and apparently it was about hair growth products XD Poor Miyasako...
So inside, the shop girls are hilariously overbearing. The first store had some gaudy bikini tops I as checking out, and the girl comes over and says "There's two pads in it!" So I reply, "I don't need pads!" And she looks at me and says "Neesan, you're boobs are really big!" and then she says it to me again a minute later... XD Luckily I'm used to people always commenting on my chest....?
Most of the stores all sell the same things, and it's still more expensive than Harajuku. But I bought some giant sunglasses, an awesome freaking belt and a gaudy ass crown buckle. We then went ot Spain-zaka and I found the Yoshimoto Mungendai Hall!! I'm definitely going there next week. When I peered through the window I saw Regular! That was pretty cool. I then bought some stuff at Une Nana Cool, which is such an adorable store...
Tonight I'm off to Shinjuku to Shakeys for my friend's birthday... I'm excited, since my friends used to always have birthday parties there when I was a kid... albeit the ones in America but yeah XD;
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September 16th, 2008 // 12:52am] |
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Went to Kichijouji to go shopping today. I didn't really buy anything, but I finally found an underwear store that won't rob me of my dignity. Gunna go buy a bunch of stuff soon, maybe even tomorrow. I don't want to plan for classes and moving and stuff. I just wanna think about one thing....
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Wednesday
September 10th, 2008 // 7:01pm] |
Today was the end of the language program... We're going out tonight
I was taking a nap when my friends knock on the door and start coming into my room... They think it's funny... they ask me when we're going out even though it's only like 6pm and no fuck goes out so fucking early anyway... then one of my friends announces that she's going to go take a nap and they just fucking leave. i'm so fucking annoying... i'm fucking tired. i've told them not to just come into my fucking room... i'm really fucking annoyed, obviously. i'm gunna try to leave without them tonight, hopefully my other friend will come around before they do
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Monday
August 25th, 2008 // 4:47pm] |
土曜日のこと
ラィブのぁと
友達とヵラォケへ
飲んた”らふらふらして
友達の腕をっヵんた”
「4杯しヵ飲んでナょぃっしょ? 弱い」
「ぅん 弱ーい」
「今度は俺が10杯飲ませて部屋へ連れ込んでゃる。へ”ッドに」
「え～約束だょね?」と軽＜返した私は何度ヵ彼の左肩に噛み付ぃた
何の意味もナょぃその言葉
もはゃ頭の中のレフレインになった
女子きて”もナょぃ男に欲求覚ぇてしまった
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